Mixed feelings on tonight's audition

Well, I auditioned for In My Mind's Eye (Hamlet) tonight. I have mixed feelings about my performance; I'm a little disappointed but still hopeful. I felt that I portrayed a solid understanding of the language, but I wasn't able to reach the emotional intensity that I had hoped to during the audition.  I think it's something about auditions, I let the pressure get to me and psyche me out.  I feel the need to cry and then this annoying little voice in my head panics about how I'm not tearing up yet.  I shoot myself in the foot it that way, instead of just being in the moment and letting it come naturally, like I can during a performance... Well, it's definitely something to keep in mind for the run of Fool For Love, to not let it psyche me out, but rather feel it organically in the moment!